Aww, it's okay. I wasn't sure if it was real concern or a troll, but I'm glad to hear it was just the former. Enstars has been big in my life for quite a while now, so the old emotional investment does mean it hurts on occasion. And seeing other people in the fandom act a certain way also can be a bit maddening lol. But, I'm gonna stay here until I feel like I'm ready to go.