i wish to be someone that even if you don't talk to me or whatever, you can hear nice things about me, that even if you're a stranger and you feel bored, you can look at me and be like 'they look nice enough' kind of person, i want to accomplish being successful enough so that my kids don't have to worry about if we can pay for next month's rent, that they feel the need to stop spending so i can pay the bills, i would rather die than have my kids know the financial struggles until it is necessary for their adult life.