omg hellooo po! now ko lang siya nakita, sorry ajshdhhe. i didn’t expect na makakatanggap ako ng confession from someone, especially since hindi naman na ako masyadong active sa twt before, so how come and since when? na-curious tuloy ako 🥹

anw, wala po akong masabi masyado kasi until now, hindi pa rin ako makapaniwala na may someone na magkakagusto sa’kin without even knowing what i look like or kung anong klaseng tao ako behind my account. pero i just want to say thank you for liking me, and i’m really glad kasi gano’n pala yung effect ko sa’yo and naging comfort mo ako somehow. ang touching lang din sa part na you’re willing to try magmahal if ako yung taong iyon, kahit takot ka. i don’t take that lightly kasi alam ko namang hindi madaling mag-open up or mag-risk ulit when you’re scared of getting hurt. the fact na you were willing to take that chance, even just hypothetically, is already something i really appreciate

also, i just want to say na wala na rin akong girlfriend. isa talaga siya sa mga reason bakit ko naisipang bitawan yung account kong ’to nang basta-basta. i’m doing okay naman na, dw! hindi worth it iyakan yung babaeng ’yon, ’no? HAHAHAHA

and ano, i’m currently talking to someone new na. i can’t say na i “like” her already. siguro parang crush pa lang? i don’t wanna rush myself din talaga kasi ayokong mag-risk agad, ayokong mag-confess agad, tapos kapag tumagal doon ko marerealize na infatuation lang pala ’yon. ayoko nung gano’n, kaya kinikilala ko pa rin siya hanggang ngayon. i’m constantly asking myself if what i felt or feel for that someone is hanggang admiration lang ba or if there’s something more than that. i’d rather take my time and actually understand what i feel first kaysa magmadali tapos pagsisihan ko rin in the end

ayun lang naman hehe i’m sorry kung ganitong klaseng sagot yung matatanggap mo mula sa’kin. i just wanted to be honest with you rather than give you an answer just because i felt like i had to. still, thank you for letting me know, and i’m really grateful kasi nakasubaybay ka sa mga posts ko. that means a lot to me, lalo na’t sobrang hina na ng engagement ko sa twt, pero may mga nag-aabang pa rin pala sa mga ilalapag ko kahit papaano. i’m so thankful, reallyyyy

may tanong pala akooo—do you still like me hanggang ngayon? if yes, that’s okay. for some people, it really takes time bago mag-fade ’yan, and you don’t have to force yourself to stop feeling that way just because i can’t give you the same thing right now. just take your time and let yourself feel whatever you need to feel. and if hindi naman na, then good for you po. may you find someone who will love you genuinely, someone who will make you feel safe, appreciated, and certain about where you stand in their life. you deserve someone who can reciprocate what you’re willing to give and someone who won’t make you question if you’re worth lovingg

that’s all! thank you so much ulit, and stay safe always rin po. i’m planning na bumalik sa twitter, pero i don’t know when. siguro if may time na ulit ako or kapag bumalik na ulit totally yung spark ko when it comes to writing. let’s see :))