i think its like standcest in jjba, it is and it isn't. when you're a wild card, i think its only really masturbation if its the initial persona if that makes sense. thats the most "you". if youre not a wild card, its like fuckin yourself with a bad dragon dildo LMAO. its monster fuckery but still jerking off ya know

i think haru would feel everything that milady does even if shes not actively participating. i dont think itd result in any pregnancy or anything though. if that make sense?