I honestly agree. I'd rather people let me know if they don't want me there, especially if they're going to end up ignoring me so I don't just stay drifting in the middle, unsure of wether they like me or not. Plus it helps me adjust my standards and expectations of them. I don't know if that's similar to what you feel, but I hope you know you're not alone and if you ever want to talk I'd love to listen, even if I'm not the greatest at responses. For today: If you could instantly became extremely educated in one area or field, which one would you choose? I would either pick death or the human conscience/mind.