uhm so when i was really young (12 or 11 i can't remember now) i got a bad grade in a subject because i didn't submit work and this was on my REPORT CARD so ofc my mom yelled at me and i was so distressed i kinda took the towel in my bathroom and uhm... tried to choke myself with it. obviously it didn't work, but for like multiple nights after that i kept doing it and letting go when i couldn't stand it anymore. at one point it was because i thought the tingly feeling i got was cool (yes i was weird) and i even almost passed out once, like i nearly blacked out and fell against my sink causing stuff to fall down and my mom came up (this is all in my bathroom btw) and i just had enough time to recover and pull the towel off my neck and act like nothing was wrong. but i did stop eventually.