Kinda fascinated af hoshi saying things like "am I living as kwon soonyoung or hoshi, maybe just hoshi since ksy hasn't existed since debut" in the svt doc, and then compare that to jun who describes figuring out that balance of stage and self with Gemini and cheol who worked out his mental split since 2020 because not doing so i suspect would have actually killed him and resulted in him writing Me with sentiments he'd had in a lot of prior interviews. Idk dude we all figure it out at different paces but i'm kinda wondering why he's self analyzing so late