easiest 10 of my life. on the introspective angle, being desired that aggressively frees me from the awkwardness and vulnerability of initiating sex and the asterisk i'm compelled to tack on that my partner doesn't have to respond to it if they aren't in the mood and i'm being too needy, while also complimenting my body by obsessing over it. it also helps me focus on my own pleasure, which is a lot easier to draw out when i'm submissive, especially with teasing.
and then on the kink angle it's just hot as fuck for me to uselessly struggle against someone and then realized how fucked i am, slowly giving up ground from "please stop" to "please don't use my pussy" to "please don't cum inside" to totally broken mutterings whining for more. that shit's so good.